Pretty much anyone has some modicum of talent at something. The trick is discipline. Discipline and persistence separates a starving artist from an accomplished one.
I don't want to peddle my wares for free and I don't like being told what to do. My path is chosen.
Now? How to exercise restraint. I am learning how to be independent, after all. But at what cost? Do I let people walk all over me? I mistakenly misinterpreted what a friend said (as in applying it to my own life). Those who challenge you, force you to grow. True enough, except I am no masochist.
I mistakenly thought I'd get some respect based on the merits of my work and dedication. I was wrong. To get respect, one must garner it by not letting people walk all over you. This does not mean barking at people, or being nasty. It just means setting boundaries.
Starting today, I will no longer neglect my needs in the hope my sacrifices are noticed and appreciated. They're not.
I will dedicate time to my personal pursuits. I will not fade away.
Most importantly, I will no longer hide my true face.
1 comment:
Growing up is still painful....I have found profound enlightenment in my 30's. Some good, some bad. But we continueally grow and learn. God Speed my friend, you are on the right path...never doubt that!
-pam
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